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Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:13 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Mamma. Älska mig. Pappa. Förlåt mig. Älska mig. Älska mig.

Jag rår inte för det. Låt mig inte tvingas välja mellan er kärlek och hans kärlek.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:13 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Ta hand om Sammy. Ta hand om honom. Älskade bror.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:14 pm
by Daniel Farewell
SOS d'un terrien en détresse. HAH:

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:15 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Quarter past six.

It's worse. I'm still alive. STill haven't done anything. The knife was there, I let it go. Never used it. No meds at home. Nothing to die for.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:15 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Not that I meant that I would do something if I Had.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:17 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Noll sex sexton.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:17 pm
by Daniel Farewell
ÉG LÆT MIG LÍÐA ÁFRAM
Í GEGNUM HAUSINN, HÁLFA LEIÐ
AFTURÁBAK
SÉ SJÁLFAN MIG SYNGJA SÁLM
FAGNAÐARERINDIÐ
VIÐ SÖMDUM SAMAN – TJÚ

VIÐ ÁTTUM OKKUR DRAUM, ÁTTUM ALLT...
VIÐ RIÐUM HEIMSENDI
VIÐ RIÐUM LEITANDI
KLIFRUÐUM SKÝJAKLJÚFA
SEM SIÐAR SPRUNGU UPP
FRIÐURINN ÚTI
ÉG LEK JAFNVÆGI
DETT NIÐUR
ÉG LÆT MIG LÍÐA ÁFRAM
OG EINHVERN VEGINN
ÉG KEM ALLTAF NIÐUR AFTUR Á SAMA STAÐ
ALGER ÞÖGN
ENGIN ORÐ
ÞAÐ BESTA SEM GUÐ HEFUR SKAPAÐ
ER NÝR DAGUR

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:18 pm
by Daniel Farewell
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.
The best thing that God has created, is a new day.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:19 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Cuando los sueños mueren...

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:22 pm
by Daniel Farewell
OK. Someone is in my apartment.

Surely that can't be.

I'm just paranoid, right?

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:22 pm
by Daniel Farewell
*takes a knife and checks*

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:24 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Förlåt mig fader, ty, jag har syndat.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:24 pm
by Daniel Farewell
IT HURTS!

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:29 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Natt över Juda land.
Natt över Sion.
Borta i västerrand
slocknar Orion.

NANANANANNAANA

lalalalla.

lala

half six. still here.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:33 pm
by Daniel Farewell
no.

fucvking hell... i cant feel my arm

blood everywghere

bye. will sleep nowl.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:37 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Cant sleep. should not sleep.

Drinking. Im drinking. couph meds. HAH.

stay awake ric, stay awake.

god, it hurts so much.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:40 pm
by Daniel Farewell
I put salt in scars now.

Blood eveywhere. Salt everywhere.

Oh it hurts. Need hurt more.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:40 pm
by Daniel Farewell
GOD WHY AM I DOING THIS!?

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:40 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Im scared.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:42 pm
by Daniel Farewell
at least i can sumwhat breathe noew

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:42 pm
by Daniel Farewell
im passing out soon... it deels that way

stupid salt it burns

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:42 pm
by Daniel Farewell
MAMMA

PAPPA

SAMMY

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:43 pm
by CJ Miller
My advice: Call a psychologist.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:43 pm
by Daniel Farewell
at this hour man?

in a few hours the clinic wiull be open...

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:45 pm
by Daniel Farewell
ok

kvart i.

still here. havent passed out. my mouth tastes salty.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:51 pm
by CJ Miller
Daniel Farewell wrote:at this hour man?

in a few hours the clinic wiull be open...
Not at 6am. Call at a more reasonable time like 10.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 8:56 pm
by Daniel Farewell
yeh...

almost seven now... stilll here. im numb

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 9:06 pm
by Daniel Farewell
Past seven.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 9:16 pm
by Daniel Farewell
I'm calmer.

BUt I feel sick, light headed. ANd shitty. dirty. bloody hell.

Re: Fucking, fucking angst

Posted: Thu Oct 07, 2010 9:25 pm
by Daniel Farewell
i need to throw up