Fucking, fucking angst

[Daniel Farewell]

Angst tonight as well.

Jumping, up and down, reciting texts and songs.

Talked to my physiotherapist today. She thinks that I may have ADD or Asperger's. Uh...

I'm, like, collecting diagnoses. Currently I have three: borderline pd (emotionally instable pd), dependent pd, and phobic pd. I may also have schizoid. But I dunno... I'm still me, right? Still Ric, the one that once was normal... happy... I must be the same Ric. I need to be.

*wants to stop living, not die*

Yeah, but I can't. Not now. So many things to do, people to meet, places to go. Tomorrow, or, in five hours, there will be a gathering in Älmhult (thw world's first IKEA store is located here), I need to go to. But maybe I should stay at home, waiting for a few hours until my psychologist's appointment is. THat would be in 10 hours. WHat to do, what to do until then?

Jumping up and down, bingedrinking tea. HAH.

Oh god, it hurts, hurts hurts, hurts, hurts...

[Andreas the Wise]

I'm praying for you mate. You're going to pull through. I believe in you.

[Daniel Farewell]

Thanks, man. I appreciate it.

[CJ Miller]

PD?

[Jonas]

It doesn't sound so well.
Good luck, Ric. I'll do a prayer for you, just like Andreas. Hopefully everything comes all right. You can do it!

[Demon of Fides]

You're Ric, whatever Ric is. You are no more and no less. You are the thing and the whole of the thing. Remember that we are with you too.

[Falkner van der Sluijs]

PD?

Personality disorder.

[CJ Miller]

Ah.

[Kaiser Ometeotl I]

I thought Ric had an anxiety disorder?

Feeling any better Ric?

[Falkner van der Sluijs]

Ric has a lot of things, from what he's told me.

I had a nice skype session with him last night. From what I could guess, I think he actually slept last night. Haven't talked to him yet today though.

[Kaiser Ometeotl I]

Sleep is a good thing.