Shireroth

SIx 11.

Still here.

JÄVLA PISSHELVETES JÄVLA SKITKUKFANFITTA

Played with a knife. STUPID: WHY;:

I will stay alive.

Six o six. AM.

Six minutes. I'm still alive.

STEP BACK!

Vade in retro me, Satana.

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Mamma... pappa... bror... älskade bror.

Förlåt.

Inte leka med kniven. Inte leka med kniven.

Mother, I'm tired, let me sleep.

Six AM.

I'm shaking. I can't breathe. Death, death death death all aroudn me. Thoughts killing me. I need to relax. I need to relax, fantasize, dream... relax, sing, relax, breathe, breathe...

Rikkard ranka stod på en planka,
ropade så här:

Mamma! Pappa! Se så stor jag är!

Jag kan klara mig själv! Jag kan klara mig själv!

I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish. I'll grow back like a starfish.

Shaky shaky shaky...

VIK HÄDAN SATAN!

Ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc et in hora mortis nostrae.

Mantra mantra mantra

Gud som haver barnen kär
Se till mig som liten är
Vart jag mig i världen vänder
Står min lycka i Guds händer!

Lyckan kommer, lyckan går
Du förbliver Fader vår.

Thanks man... Thanks

Relax... don't do it...

Not really, no :/

Sorry for bringing this up. I just need someone to listen. To me... To show me... I need a hug. A hug.

So I tried to throw up. Not a good idea. Just upset my stomak even more.

... need to breathe... need to relax...

*looks at my crisis list*

i cant breathe

*SINGS* MISTER MUSCLE FORCING BURSTING STINGY THINGY INTO LITTLE ME, ME, ME BUT JUST ”RIPPLE” SAID THE CRIPPLE AS MY JAW DROPPED TO THE GROUND SMILE SMILE IT’S TRUE I ALWAYS WANTED LOVE TO BE HURTFUL AND IT’S TRUE I ALWAYS WANTED LOVE TO BE FILLED WITH PAIN AND BRUISES YES, SO CRIPPLE-PIG WAS HAPPY ...

Härlig är jorden. Härlig är Guds himmel. Skön är lallala pilgrimsssång. Genom de fagra riken på jorden gå vi till paradis med sång.

I am the master of my fate! Remember that. I am the captain of my soul. I will not succumb to evil.

OUT OF THE NIGHT THAT COVERS ME, BLACK AS THE PIT FROM POLE TO POLE, I THANK WHATEVER GODS MAY BE FOR MY UNCONQUERABLE SOUL. IN THE FELL CLUTCH OF CIRCUMSTANCE I HAVE NOT WINCED NOR CRIED ALOUD. UNDER THE BLUDGEONINGS OF CHANCE MY HEAD IS BLOODY, BUT UNBOWED. BEYOND THIS PLACE OF WRATH AND TEARS LOO...

Hm. A poem. I should recite poems.

I DON'T WANT TO DO SOEMTHING AGIIN.

Eeeeee... Mamma, pappa... help me. OK. I'm gonna write here for all night. Just to keep myself occupied. I will not do soemthing bad.

I will nto go to hospital. I HATE THE FUCKING HOSPITAL

I wonder what I wanna say... Just wanna write soemthing, sort my thoughts out. I mgiht delete this soon anyway. But you're my friends, you understand. I've known you for ages.

I love you guys.

So I'm here in the kitchen... With my computer... Alone. It's almost exactly three years since I almost died by my own hand. I fucking took overdose, fucking Ric!! I just... did it, without thinking... unplanned, just did it, fucken fucken, bitching head forced me to it. I regret it with all my hear...

Sir, I will have to explain: we use the laws, as applicable on a free Elwynn, of Shireroth as they were on the day we assumed sovereignty, just like the United States used English common law, and then developed those English customs in their own way in two hundred years after their independence. We ...

Thank you, sir, for your cooperation. Here is the Elwynnese draft of an indictment for Ardashir (it may change). I am looking for your input Draft indictment: THE JUDEX OF THE ELWYNNESE REALM In the Court of First Instance RÍQI ADURELLION -v- ARDASHIR KHAN OSMANI, THE EMIR OF RASPUR Defendant ... TH...

Your Niftiness, I do understand this: you are upset, you mistrust us. And I understand that, I comprehend such "treachery". The fact is now, whatever I reasons were, Elwynn is a state... But let me say this... Should all of Elwynn disappear and only be left, for I will never leave my precious land, ...

Of course we don't!

On the opposite, we also wish to cooperate with Shireroth in our indictment of Ardashir Khan.